word of the day: oblivion

Posted by twinseduction at 11:46 PM on December 2, 2006.

Sofia,

Seven days. I've been waiting for seven days for your reply.

Still, you haven't.

I'm still waiting sofia. I'm on the verge of getting mad; but still I try to understand. I still am.

-
Knox

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word of the day: absence

Posted by twinseduction at 08:18 AM on November 25, 2006.

Twin,

I am dumbfounded. I never meant to hurt you. I just wanted to let you know what was happening with me. I don't know what to say.

I will write again as soon I compose my self.

I am alone here tonight, I don't have anyone to talk to. I said I would return after 30 minutes, did I not?

Where are you now?

This one chance that I can stay up all night, and you're not around.

I miss you, and I mean it every time I say it.

I am sorry for hurting you my sunshine. I really did not mean to.

I love you, and we both know that's true; even in the absence of words.

Please don't be jealous of her sofia dearest.

with love,
Alberto

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word of the day: absence

Posted by twinseduction at 07:48 AM on November 25, 2006.

twin.

i miss calling you such. i miss waiting for you to get online. or to purposefully make you wait for me.

i miss our chitchats, our backbites; the flirting, which one of our readers once (mis)interpreted as incest; our being fond of smileys, and your ym's incapability of making a dog smiley.

i miss you twin. AND I MEAN IT THIS TIME.

have i told you that i'm territorial? that i'm selfish and i guard my posessions too much?

i didn't know you were included in the scope of my posessiveness as those are supposedly limited for my in-the-flesh relationships. but when you talked about finding "someone new" in your last letter, i felt a searing pain. i didn't know. i didn't want to. i know for one that instant messengers lets one save more than one contact entry. as a matter of fact, i have been guilty of communing with others while chatting with you countless of times before.

i don't know. i have issues with goddbyes twin. i fear seeing people drfting away. i miss being left for somebody else. not only with boyfriends. but with friends as well. if this sounds too complex, check the stickied on my blog. check the archives on my other blogs too.

i know, i'm talking too much. and i may not be as composed and as clear as i am supposed to be if i continue to harp. i hope there will be a "next time"-- and by then, i will tell you more.


the jealous twin,

Sofia.

-----
P.S.

if i haven't said i love you as often as i should. it is because deep down inside, i hope you know that i do.

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word of the day: canine

Posted by twinseduction at 04:47 AM on November 23, 2006.

Dear Sofia,

I don't have much to tell right now. I've been stale. I don't really know what's happening with me.

Online friends, yes, we ave many my sister. I recently made a new one, and I've been chatting with her everynight. I feel weird, because I always anticipate seeing her online.

This afternoon, I was at my alma mater processing some documents. When Cebu cancelled our watching of Happy Feet this afternoon, I immidiately decided to go home. When I got home, my mother was crying. I learned, about a minute later, that one of our dogs died. She loved the dog so much, you see. I liked the dog, and sometimes we dance the Cha-Cha. I gireved for a while, but recuperated immidiately.

My favorite dog died right after my birthday this year. She gave me a good birthday gift. rarr.

I've not been seeing you online lately. My, my, my orange sunshine, you're really busy. I miss you.

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word of the day: hiatus

Posted by twinseduction at 08:23 AM on November 20, 2006.

alberto my beloved,

forgive me for the infidelity.  my rockstar asked for quality offline time over the weekend. and so, submissive as i am, i couldn't say no to such a god.

but believe me, i didn't love you any less my twin. like your feelings for Mary, and maybe   for CebuGirl too, my heart just spawned another kind of love.

the weekend was a salad of soo many beautiful things, dearie. all of which i couldn't squeeze in to fit this entry. but i'll though, to let you in and give you a sneek peek of what a manhattan wahine's life is like.

1.) i moved to a bigger flat. i kinda got sick with the faggots in my old apartment so i gave them what they deserve. i cheerfully left, without any warning whatsoever. with that, i bet they're in intense panic as where to get their bread and butter for the coming days. i was taught to be nice to people but i was never allowed to stoop down to some people's level of immaturity.

2.) payback. using my meager savings, i have invited a dear friend over. she's married now and is hardly making both ends met. back in our college days, she was this thoughtful elder sister who used to shower me sweet somethings. now that i am doing good in my career, i realized it was time to give her back the thoughtfulness she once showed to me.

3.) i'm venturing into RTW business. Now that my body clock have adjusted with being a Lead Generator, SEO writer, and Marketing Assistant, i decided to take on more racket. wish me luck

4.) i have finalized my calendar and will be going home soon. see you.

lots of love,

the alter ego of Sophie Amundsen

Currently feeling: ecstatic

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word of the day: five

Posted by twinseduction at 02:22 AM on November 19, 2006.

Sofia,

It has been five days since you last wrote me a letter.

Twin, where are you?

I miss you

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